I never knew that the word "falter" carries so much meaning and so unfortunately,describes the worst of my attitude.Let's analyze those meanings and relate (if deemed appropriate) to some of my behaviours or characteristics:
1)
to walk unsteadily - well,the only time I remember ever doing this is during a really,really late night outing with few of the guys.walking towards the gate.fumbled on the keys,colliding with fellow hooligans of the house while making my way to the bed.no,I'm not drunk,it's just that I'm dead sleepy after a gruelling session at mamak's or futsal.another time would be during an asthmatic attack.wheeezz...gaaahhh...hufff! (That is supposed to be the sound of an asthmatic dude trying to grab hold of an inhaler and squeeze in the puffs into his lung.Pathetic)
2)
to speak brokenly or weakly - I don't know where to begin this.To speak weakly is like a mantra to me,for a lot of occasions.This topic should be discussed broadly in another post.cowwabungaaa...!!
3)
to hesitate in purpose or action - abundant.and I hate it.every single event.To be discussed alongside #2 in greater manner.
4) to lose drive or effectiveness - I need to do an extensive elaboration on this one as well.because unlike #1,#2 to #4 shares the same degree of seriousness.#1 would be later promoted into the same rank once I'm warded in ICU for asthma
